Vivian caught me doing something stupid. something that included my wrist &; staple bullets. Yeah, I know; " Hello, 2013 already lah." but, what do you know?
I then when into tears because I realized how stupid I was. True, something happened right before this happened but, really I swear it definitely not because of that. It was because I need a excuse to let everything out. To get this overwhelming amount of sadness inside of me, out.

Cutting probably released 40% of the sadness shit & crying for 10 minutes plus released maybe 20% & as for the remaining 40%, I'd let it grow to be a cannot tahan state & I'll just repeat the damn cycle again.