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January 21, 2013

2N2.

We should really get an award for being such a noisy class. Seriously.

Forever?

"I love you forever." "Forever? Until when is that?" 

Quiet.

You may hate me, but I'll remember to love you. Goodbye, my love. Don't cry. You know why? it'll be just as quiet when I leave, as it was when I first got here.

January 20, 2013

Bottom line..

I hope she loves you better. I hope she will understand you more than I did.

All so we can have a good time.

We live, we die, we give, we try, we kiss, we fight, all so we can have a good time.

January 18, 2013

I said I'd never let you go & I never did.
I said I'd never let you fall & I meant it.
If you didn't have this chance then I never did.
You'll always find me right there, again I'm going crazy.

Love is nice when it's understood.

Even nicer when it makes you feel good.

Say hello to goodbye.

"It's gone forever. No more tries, you & I. Not now, not ever."

Hush now..

Hush now. Go ahead, close your eyes & fall asleep.

January 17, 2013

Here's a little story.

There's nothing more beautiful than the way the ocean refuses to stop kissing the shoreline, no matter how may times it's sent away.

"It was like I was drowning and you saved me."-Grey's Anatomy

You're make me go...

When I saw you, I wanted to run in the opposite direction. Not that I knew for sure which direction I was supposed to run to in the first place.

I have a strong urge to break your face right now.

It comes to a point where holding on seems so meaningless that you cannot stand it but move on.

Why am I so damn average?

 I admit, I don't really like myself for who I am. I am not pretty, smart, popular nor confident. I am just typical girl next door and I hate that. I hate being average.

self esteem = non existent

Too far from perfection.

Thank you.

Thank you for hurting me beyond repair.

Promises?


I am not the kind that hold onto promises. You should have figured that out. I don't, not unless they are the huge ones that involve me as largely as it involves you.
I am pretty selfish, I admit. I think of no one but myself. Partly because I am afraid I go back to striving for the things I once struggled with, partly because of sheer narcissism and conceit. I am not as noble as you think. Between my life and yours, I would think of mine more valuable and the only reason I would allow you to retain yours and sacrifice mine would be due to some sort of reason that will eventually benefit me, afterlife or so.
I am self-absorbed in my both my fortune and misfortune. Sometimes I think I am the luckiest girl alive, sometimes not. Clearly. Albeit, you do not mean more to me than I do. I am really truly honestly and in the frankest manner not as generous and noble as you assume, believe and hope for.

I am ugly, inside out. Even Frankenstein has a better reason than I do to be alive. No doubt he created a monster, at least he wanted to destroy it. Me? I tame the monster.


But hey, I warned you.

I don't want to be judged.

There are feelings and things which I choose to keep entirely to myself so that I can drown in them as and when I wish, without being judged.

It's is just me?

Longing for someone you no longer have.

Karma does have a way of coming around.

It is time..

It is time to put it all behind.

Sympathy, by far the most useless emotion ever.

Starting to feel as if you're doing all this out of sympathy. You know, like you've lost all your feelings for me but you know my feelings for you hasn't changed for you so you feel kind of bad because you know you'll move on & i'll still be here like a fool. Considerate but cruel. Sorry, I don't need your sympathy. Not from someone like you.

Hoping like a bitch here.

When all is said and done, we can only hope for the best.

Never for another guy.

This time, I won't be choking in between sobs. I won't care if you leave. I'd let you die. I won't bother if you leave and never come back. This time, I get to be the conceited bitch. So dear you, just go. I am begging you not to make the whole goodbye harder to take than it already is. Think of it as some form of help for someone whose feelings have been ravaged time and again.

Fuck you.

Never mind. Forget it. Friends, k settled. Or do you want to be something lesser? Strangers? I don't mind. You called me dog. Yeah, how dog & human be friends, right? I am a dog, correct. Something that will love you probably more then itself. 

Seriously, I don't feel like I know you anymore. Or better yet, I have never knew you from the start. Really. What you said? Heng I girl? Don't fuck with me k. 

Its as if 
The person I fell for? Gone.
The person who said he liked me? Gone.
The person who would've never used my weakness against me? Gone.
The person who would've never considered lying his hands on me? Gone.

I am starting to think love got me all blinded. How could I've fell for someone like you? And I am starting to wonder if you ever liked me in the first place or all this is just a sick joke. Want to know something? Yeah I did cried when we were arguing yesterday night. Hahah oh what have I got myself into.

You're scared. Am I not correct? You're scared of getting hurt so you hurt people before they can hurt you. 

Just because I like you, it doesn't mean you can take advantage of that. You leaving me hanging again & again, clearly doesn't give you a position to scold me when I am all chill with the fact that you still want to be friends.

And that habit of yours... the "I know what you;'re thinking" habit. Fuck you la. You think you superhero issit? I have never ever said anything about your looks. Come on, you look fine k. Stop being insecure, it's not attractive. Don't have phone till feb? But you have computer right? Have Facebook & Twitter right? I have never once said "Oh, you no phone. Cannot be together. Cannot talk." I also never say need meet you straight away. What's wrong with waiting till feb? It's not that far lol.

You're right. There IS no meaning in any of this left. 

What went wrong?

It was just like that morning. That stuffy morning in bed, where everything felt so surreal and all I could think of was what went wrong.

January 16, 2013

I know...

I know I mess things up sometimes, but I really try.

"Us"? No such.

Sometimes, 'sorry' simply does not suffice anymore because that is no longer what I want to hear. This word, it is overused between us. I want to know that you screwed up, that it was not meant to happen, that even when things do not go the way it should be, it will not change a thing.
Yet, lately, I cannot help but admit that I am pretty tired of this whole stratagem. It is melodramatic and unnecessary and I thought you should want to know that I want out here.

I am not..

I am not gonna think I was never good enough cause I know I gave my best.
I am not gonna to hate you cause it's irritating. To hate somebody, you have to observe everything the other party does so when he/she does something wrong, that's when you go in & pick on he/she, rub it in their face.
I am not gonna find someone else just to get you off my mind cause that's just cruel & I'd be lying to myself & that might also mean I am trying to get your attention, which.... it's probably something I don't wanna do.
I am not gonna avoid you cause duhhhhhhh it's your lost. HEHEHE.
I am not gonna be all sad cause I can't. I am actually fucking happy at how everything is right now. But maybe except the fact that sometimes I'd get a little lonely but problem is I don't really feel like talking to people anymore. Shit, am I showing signs of being an anti-social? 
I am not gonna regret anything cause the memories you gave... It was nice. 
I am not gonna miss you. I would only miss the memories we had.
I am not gonna ignore you if you try to talk to me someday. Cause I need you to realize how well I am actually doing WITHOUT you. 

I am not gonna cry myself to sleep at night because of you.


January 15, 2013

You.

You're the best yet at the same time, worse thing that has happened to me.

Trouble.. Trouble.. Trouble...

January 14, 2013

So sick.

I am so sick of have feelings, emotions, whatever they are called.

January 13, 2013

Human nature?

We tend to care more than we should, despite knowing half the time, it will come to naught.

January 12, 2013

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January 10, 2013

Wise words.

"You do not have to forget him. You can hold on as long as you want to. But i am telling you, move on. because while you are here hurting, he is living each moment right. He still consumes each day with joy.You see, life does not stop for anyone. And so i am telling you to move on. You deserve to be happy too."

January 09, 2013

Plastic girl!

No name to be mentioned. 
Just kidding. This post special k?

Charmaine, AKA plastic girl, is a good friend uh. Okay maybe average. No, just kidding again. She's the worst kind of friend you can ever have. Those kind that smiles & act like she really really cherish the friendship but goes around your back talking bad about you & probably the one who starts spreading rumors about you type of "friend". Those fucking fake people that you don't understand why they want to stick around you when there's better things out there to do.


January 08, 2013

2012.

Sometimes,  I look back upon everything I have been through- the good, the bad & the ugly. But nothing was like that year. That year that I was actually genuinely happy and carefree. That year which everything I wanted came true. That year that identifies me today.

January 07, 2013

This is sempiternal ... 

Goodbyes..

Goodbyes are so hard. There are the parting smiles to deal with, the view of their backs when they leave. It would have been easier if they did not have to walk away, especially the ones that meant so much once upon a time.


Except that this time, I am the one walking away.
Finally.

January 03, 2013

Best friends.

Those are the kind that fix you up when you are at your lowest.

January 01, 2013

When you start letting go.

I love this overwhelming, warm, fuzzy feeling. It's like nothing can go wrong.

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New year, same shit. 

Sigh sigh sigh. 


Okay, seriously... the only reason why I am going to start blogging is; I find myself expressing how I feel while typing better than talking to anyone face to face. Idk. Weird me? Hahah. 


December 31, 2012

Nothing.

I dislike the word "forever". It's like a white lie you say every time to make someone happy for (in my case) a day the most cause, you see, 

NOTHING lasts forever. NOTHING. 


If someone tells me; for example;"I love you forever."/"I'll be with you forever."/"We will last forever." that's all just bullshit. Seriously. Maybe it's time to wake up? Hello?? Life is not a fairy tale there may be a moment where you feel like it is, but it's not. This is what life makes us think. They give you a whole lot of hope & letting you believe for till reality hits your mind that "forever" actually exist. 


I am not trying to be a wet towel here but just stop for a moment & seriously think through this shit.. You seriously think something will lasts forever? Please, it won't. Nothing will. Please stop torturing yourself by believing in it, by giving yourself a whole lot of false hope. Just stop.

December 13, 2012

Yet again.

Here I am, again. It is beginning to feel all too familiar. The dampness and its colour. Just when I thought I had someone, he left once again. What is left of me? It is like parts of me are dying, bit by bit. It is all too excruciating. Why can't I be better? Why am I never adequate? Why am I me?

December 12, 2012


I wanna say I love you, but babe, I'm terrified. 

November 29, 2012

I miss that.

I don't quite remember how is it like to need someone, to have that warm fuzzy feeling that drives one so crazy and head over heels in love.
i miss that.

November 15, 2012

I dare you.

I dare you to let me be your one and only
Promise I'm worthy to hold in your arms
So come on and give me a chance
To prove I am the one who can walk that mile
Until the end starts

Escape.

I am begging you to be my escape.

November 10, 2012

Come on skinny love, what happened here?

October 04, 2012

Every god damn time I see you in school..

No, I barely know you. It was the mixed signals, your killer smile and those eyes that remind, that is causing this confusion. One day, this constant debate going on in my head will be the reason I compromise my sanity.

September 29, 2012

Lack.

The idea of never being good enough.

September 28, 2012

Yet again.

Hoping you would show the slightest bit of concern. But, no.

September 05, 2012

Some nights

Some nights I lay in bed and entertain the very idea of you leaving me. It gets hard to breathe.

August 09, 2012

What if.

I reckon what scares one out of one's wits is not that potential monster under his bed waiting to devour him. Nor the tacky ghost stories told by the bonfire during a cool night of a summer camp.
What scares one out of his wits is really the what if's going on in his head. The idea of a kind of reality that is every bit possible. The kind that has no loop holes or debate against it. The idea of knowing something is able to happen without a doubt. What if I do not do well for the national exams? What if the police actually finds him? What if that very one person you loved with all your heart leaves? What if you never see someone important again?

What if?

July 19, 2012

Lost.

I wanted someone to listen. That was all I was asking for. I was not asking for a Prada or Gucci. I just wanted you to stay and listened to me vent my frustrations. Was that too much to ask for? I give up. I am so exhausted, and you don't know how it feels. You don't care. What more can I say, baby? I love you, but there are times where I need someone to be there to just solely stay with me for a single solid reason. I want to rant without getting lectured. Yes, I get immature. But I am not a kid. I know what I am doing.
What am I suppose to do? Tell me. Because I feel so lost.

July 12, 2012

Me...

I'm acting on impulse. I always do. Crap. But i'm sticking to this. I will.

July 02, 2012

I won't let history repeat itself.

Everyday I tell myself, when I finally have a family of my own, it will be nothing like this one. Abso-fucking-lutely not like the hell I am living in. 

June 29, 2012

My favorite fairy tale.

Once upon a time, fuck you, the end.

June 05, 2012

Drop a heart, break a name.

May 31, 2012

Got counselling session for my semi-suicidal state.. lol

March 15, 2012

Should I or should I not go watch "The devil inside"? I scared le LOL

January 14, 2012

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January 10, 2012

Moonshine & Molly.

When you miss me just look up to the night sky and remember, I ' m like a star, sometimes you can't see me, but I'm always there.

January 09, 2012

Joe Brooks,

ლ(ಠ益ಠლ)

Y U NO BE MY SUPERMAN?

Seriously, this kind of people also have?! Your mum took care of you for 28 years, AT LEAST. Then after marriage, your parents ehh, your PARENTS... don't want uh?! K can, u went china to work, acceptable cause its to support YOUR family. But do you realise u go how long not? 10+ years ehh. 10 + eh! Now my grandfather, YOUR father is going to pass away soon. My grandmother, YOUR mother, sends u a letter, telling you to come back ASAP but all you can do is send her back this letter.. no, not even a letter, a SHORT NOTE. Saying "MRS GAN , - $2000- , from tarence & kim"
SERIOUSLY, WHAT IS THIS SHIT ?!

I finally made friends. Or better yet, there are actually people in my class who wants to make friends with me. Hahah.

Cause we belong together like popcorns & movies , raw fish & sushi .Its all about L . O . V . E .

Stop asking people to stop being insercure .. Its not as if you don't feel insercure , right ? Everybody has their reason for being insercure . Be it their ex , parents , peer pressure , stress that causes it . Theres nothing wrong with being insercure , there only something wrong with making someone feel insercure .

January 08, 2012

Wow , its already the 8th day of 2012 . Shockingly , i am not making any frewns .. sad right ? Everyday like sian sian one .. Somemore , all the girls in my class like ah lian , minah , likdat lah .. all looking for trouble one >< !

December 31, 2011

Treat everyone with politeness , even those who are rude to you . Not because they are nice , but because you are .

To live a creative life , we must lose the fear of being wrong - Joseph Chilton Pearce ♥ .

Sometimes it takes a good fall to let you know where you stand .

In another life , I would be your girl ♥ .

December 30, 2011

Karma does exist, my dear.

What goes around, comes around.

Never get too attached to something . Cause when its time to let go , you will feel like dying so badly .

Sometimes the person who always keeps everyone happie is the most lonely person . She tries hard to keep everyone happie , hoping for the slightest attention she could get . She didn't need much . Just someone to tell her that her existents is needed .

Seeing someone you love so deeply leave you is like taking a knife and stabbing yourself over and over again while trying to fake a smile so real , no one would be able to tell that your suffering like hell .

I don't care if you're a straight , bi , les , gay , trans , alien , whatever . If you don't give me the rights of a human to be respected , i don't find any reason to respect you either .

2010 , you have been a wonderful year , no doubt ♥ . 2011 , thanks for being a year that wasn't as dramatic as the others ♥ . 2012 , please . This time round , i won't ask for much . Just someone who understands me well & would be there for me with out fail when I need him ♥ .

The fact that I once love you disgusts me . To think back , falling in love with you was a huge mistake i did & slowly , I am realising that whatever I did for you was stupid .

December 26, 2011

To your enemy, forgiveness.
To an opponent, tolerance.
To a friend, your heart.
To a customer, service.
To all, charity.
To every child, a good example.
To yourself, respect.

There are 3 types of people in the world:those who make things happen, those who watch things happen and those who wonder'what happend'?

December 23, 2011

" I Love You " , a phrase you MISUSED so many time , its hard to believe that you actually mean it .

For every BEAUTY there is an EYE somewhere to see it . For every TRUTH there is an EAR somewhere to HEAR it . For every LOVE there is a HEART somewhere to receive it .

“ Our deepest fear is not our weakness . Our deepest fear is that we are powerful beyond measure . It is our light , not our darkness , that frightens us most . We ask ourselves , " Who am I to be brilliant , gorgeous , talented , and famous ? " Actually , who are you not to be ? You are God's child . Your playing small does not serve the world . There is nothing enlightened about shrinking so that people won't feel insecure around you . We were born to make manifest the glory of God that is within us . It's not just in some of us , it's in all of us . And when we let our own light shine , we unconsciously give other people permission to do the same . As we are liberated from our own fear , our presence automatically liberates others . ”
#BELIEVE , EMBRACE . ♥

“ You can bend it and twist it .. You can misuse and abuse it .. But even God cannot change the Truth . ”

If God places the heaviest burden on you , don't blame him . Cause he believe that you could carry its weight .

May 18, 2011

Makin' my way downtown,Walkin' fast,Faces pass and I'm homebound.Starin' blankly ahead,Just makin' my way,Makin' a way through the crowd.And I need you,And I miss you, And now I wonder...If I could fall into the sky,Do you think time,would pass me by? 'Cause you know I'd walk a thousand miles.If I could just see you... Tonight.It's always times like these When I think of you, And wonder if you ever think of me. 'Cause everything's so wrong.And I don't belong. Livin' in your precious memory.'Cause I need you,And I miss you,And now I wonder... If I could fall into the sky,Do you think time,would pass me by? 'Cause you know I'd walk a thousand miles.If I could just see you... Tonight.I, I, don't wanna let you know,I, I, drown in your memory.I, I, don't wanna let this go. I, I, don't. Makin' my way downtown, Walkin' fast, Faces pass and I'm homebound. Starin' blankly ahead,Just makin' my way,Makin' a way through the crowd. And I still need you, And I still miss you, And now I wonder... If I could fall into the sky,Do you think time.Would pass.. us by? 'Cause you know I'd walk a thousand miles If I could just see you... oh oh.If I could fall into the sky, Do you think time would pass me by? 'Cause you know I'd walk a thousand miles.If I could just see you. If I could just hold you....Tonight.

On the first page of our story the future seemed so brighten this thing turned out so evil I don't know why I'm still surprised even angels have their wicked schemes and you take that to new extremes but you'll always be my hero even though you've lost your mind Just gonna stand there and watch me burn but that's all right because I like the way it hurts just gonna stand there and hear me cry but that's all right because I love the way you lie Now there's gravel in our voices glass is shattered from the fightin this tug of war, you'll always win even when I'm right' cause you feed me fables from your hand with violent words and empty threats and it's sick that all these battles are what keeps me satisfied So maybe I'm a masochist I try to run but I don't wanna ever leave til the walls are goin' up in smoke with all our memories This morning, you wake, a sun ray hits your face smeared makeup as we lay in the wake of destruction hush baby, speak softly, tell me I'll be sorry that you pushed me into the coffee table last night so I can push you off me try and touch me so I can scream at you not to touch me run out the room and I'll follow you like a lost puppy baby, without you, I'm nothing, I'm so lost, hug me then tell me how ugly I am, but that you'll always love me then after that, shove me, in the aftermath of the destructive path that we're on, two psychopaths but we know that no matter how many knives we put in each other's backs that we'll have each other's backs, 'cause we're that lucky together, we move mountains, let's not make mountains out of molehills,you hit me twice, yeah, but who's countin'?I may have hit you three times, I'm startin' to lose count but together, we'll live forever, we found the youth fountain our love is crazy, we're nuts, but I refused counselin' this house is too huge, if you move out I'll burn all two thousand square feet of it to the ground, ain't shit you can do about it with you I'm in my f-ckin' mind, without you, I'm out it

May 15, 2011

The situations turns around enough to figure out.That someone else has let you down.So many times I don't know why.But I know we can make it as long as you say it.So tell me that you love me yeah.And tell me that I take your breath away.And maybe if you take one more than I would know for sure.There's nothing left to say.Tell me that you love me anyway.Waking up beside yourself and what you feel inside.Is being shared with someone else.Nowhere to hide I don't know why.But I know we can make it.As long as you say it.So tell me that you love me yeah.And tell me that I take your breath away.And maybe if you take one more than I would know for sure.There's nothing left to say.Tell me that you love me anyway.Show me look what we found turn it around every day.I can hear what you say.Now I know why know we can make it.If tell me that you love me yeah.And tell me that I take your breath away.And maybe if you take one more.So tell me that you love me,yeah.And tell me that I take your breath away.Maybe if you take one more than I would know for sure.There's nothing left to say.Tell me that you love me anyway.

Remember those walls I built.Well Baby they are turning down.And they didn't even put up a fight.They didn't even make a sound.I found a way to let you in.But I never really had a doubt.Standing in the light of your halo.I got my angel now.It's like I've been awaken.Every rule I had to break.It's the risk that I'm taking.I ain't never gonna shut you out.Everywhere I'm looking now.I'm surrounded by your embrace.Baby I can see your halo.You know you're my saving grace.You're everything I need and more.It's written all over your face.Baby I can feel your halo.Pray won't fade away.I can do your halo.I can see your halo.I can be your halo.I can see your halo.Hit me like a ray of sun.Burning through my darkness night.You're the only one that I want.You got addicted to your lie.I swore I'd never fall again.But this don't even feel like falling.Gravity came again.To pull me back to the ground again.It's like I've been awaken.Every rule I had to break.It's the risk that I'm taking.I'm never gonna shut you out.Everywhere I'm looking now.I'm surrounded by your embrace.Baby I can see your halo.You know you're my saving grace.You're everything I need and more.It's written all over your face.Baby I can feel your halo.Pray won't fade away.I can do your halo.I can see your halo.I can be your halo.I can see your halo.

May 04, 2011

I'm still alive but I'm barely breathing,Just prayed to a god that I don't believe in,'Coz I got time while she got freedom,'Coz when a heart breaks no it don't break even.Her best days will be some of my worst,She finally met a man that's gonna put her first,While I'm wide awake, she's no trouble sleeping,'Coz when a heart breaks no it don't break even, even no.What am I supposed to do when the best part of me was always you.hat am I supposed to say when I'm all choked up and you're ok.i'm falling to pieces.'m falling to pieces.they say bad things happen for a reasonBut no wise words gonna stop the bleeding'Coz she's moved on while I'm still grievingAnd when a heart breaks no it don't break even, even no.What am I gonna do when the best part of me was always youWhat am I supposed to say when I'm all choked up and you're okI'm falling to pieces, yeahI'm falling to pieces, yeahI'm falling to pieces (One still in love while the other one's leaving)I'm falling to pieces, (Cuz when a heart breaks no it don't break even)You got his heart and my heart and none of the pain,You took your suitcase, I took the blame.Now I'm tryna make sense of what little remains, oh.'Coz you left me with no love, with no love to my name.I'm still alive but I'm barely breathing,Just prayed to a god that I don't believe in,'Coz I got time while she got freedom,'Coz when a heart breaks no it don't break, no it don't break, no it don't break even no.What am I gonna do when the best part of me was always you . What am I supposed to say when I'm all choked up and you're okI'm falling to pieces, yeahI'm falling to pieces, yeah . I'm falling to pieces, (One still in love while the other one's leaving)I'm falling to pieces, (Cuz when a heart breaks no it don't break even)Oh, it don't break even, noOh, it don't break even, noOh, It don't break even, no

I need another story.Something to get off my chest.My life gets kinda boring.Need something that I can confess.Till' all my sleeves are stained red.From all the truth that I've said.Come by it honestly I swear.Thought you saw wink, no.I've been on the brink, so,Tell me what you want to hear.Something that were like those ears.Sick of all the insincere.So I'm gonna give all my secrets away.This time, don't need another perfect line.Don't care if critics never jump in line.I'm gonna give all my secrets away.My god, amazing how we got this far.It's like we're chasing all those stars.Who's driving shiny big black cars.And everyday I see the news.All the problems that we could solve.And when a situation rises.Just write it into an album.Singing straight, too cold.I don't really like my flow, no, so.Tell me what you want to hear.Something that were like those ears.Sick of all the insincere.So I'm gonna give all my secrets away.This time, don't need another perfect line.Don't care if critics never jump in line.I'm gonna give all my secrets away.Oh, got no reason, got not shame.Got no family I can blame.Just don't let me disappear.I'mma tell you everything.So tell me what you want to hear.Something that were like those ears.Sick of all the insincere.So I'm gonna give all my secrets away.This time, don't need another perfect line.Don't care if critics never jump in line.I'm gonna give all my secrets away.So tell me what you want to hear.Something that were like those ears.Sick of all the insincere.So I'm gonna give all my secrets away.This time, don't need another perfect line.Don't care if critics never jump in line.I'm gonna give all my secrets away.All my secrets away, All my secrets away

yup...without me trying,we don't even look at each other...so it was a one-sided love all along?

May 03, 2011

so what?you don't mean anything to me anymore...i mean it!i am determine to let go of you...My silly hopes and dreams are finally all gone...because of you...so thank you for making me realise that there was actually no reason for me to like you for the past two years....

April 01, 2011

How many times do we say something that we immediately realized was not the right thing to say?How many times do we look back an event and think...if only I had....How many times do we do something that we wish we hadn't done?

Love is like a butterfly. The more you chase it,the more it eludes you.But if you just let it fly,it will come to you when you least expect it.Love can make u happy but it often hurts,but Love's only special when you give it to someone who really is worth it.So take your time and choose the best......

March 31, 2011

Every girl is gorgeous, the only ugliness a girl can have is from the inside.

February 18, 2011

Dont treat others like a spare tire. When u dont need them, u dump them like a junk & dont even care. When u need help & lonely then u ask for help & ask for company. They will never like it. Karma exist, dont take it like a small matter. (;

February 14, 2011


Because I dont give empty promises. LOL